you've lost me chuck

book: lullaby
author: chuck palahniuk
completion date: 22/06/10
method: borrowed (emma)

i feel that i should have left good enough alone. we were doing so well. we were over our rocky patch and were deeply in love again. now i feel a nagging doubt in the back of my mind- something is not right. maybe we're just waining because i don't believe that the connection can be gone for good forever. but lullaby has shaken my faith.
my brother said in the car yesterday that he feels he's too old for chuck and i have to say now i agree with him. it could be because i'm over tyler durden. also because i am sick of the supporting characters- the prophet, the know it all, the dreamer and the saviour. i know them all so well, they're just dressed up in different costumes. tyler always knows more than he cares to tell us and this time when i found out i didn't really care.
i want the romance back, chuck. i want the feeling that i don't know whats going to come next. maybe i just know you too well. we've drifted apart- gone stale. i still love you, but i don't know if i'm in love with you anymore.
xo- ellebee

i am well aware that i sound like a crazy stalker.